So sorry / Christine Pollock I am so very sorry for the loss of your son John, I can tell by this beautiful memorial how much he is loved and missed. There are no words for the pain and longing we have for our children, every second of every day we are reminded they are no longer with us but somehow we get through each day the best way we can. There are no right or wrong ways to grieve, we do it in our own way at our own pace so please be gentle with yourself.
My love and thoughts are with you.
With love,
Christine
Praying for a Sign / Patricia Ermatinger (Mom)
I keep praying for a dream or a sign that your still here with us. Every night when I lay down to sleep I ask God to let me dream of you, but so far it hasn't happened. I'll keep on praying and watching for a sign my son. I miss you and long to see your sweet face. You've probably left all sorts of signs and I'm just too grief stricken to recognize them. I love you son, Mom
Thinking of you John. / Valerie (ian's Wife) Haslett (^i^ Family )
Hello John, I have been away for a while now and have only just looked around the angel site and found so many new special angels. I hope you have lots of friend in heaven angel and that you stay close to your family here who love and miss you so much. God Bless you and your family.
For my brother because you are missed. / Stormy Ermatinger (Sister)
John, I'm not sure what to say. I'm never sure of what to say when it comes to the pain I feel everyday because you are gone. Tears escape from my eyes more frequently then I care to share...Because I hate giving into the hopelessness of knowing you're no longer here. But I know you're in my heart and I carry you everywhere I go. I think of the past and the memories shared good and bad. I hope you know how much I love you....it took me a long while...but I think I can start to forgive you for what you did. Its hard to see mom and dad and everyone and see how much they hurt...but I'm glad you are free of pain and you are no longer a prisoner of your life...You're an Angel, a Hero, my brother from up above and in my heart. I love you John....You're forever my brother and I'm forever your sister. I miss you and I always will until we're all together again.
I'm so sorry for your loss. / Debbie (keepingmyjoy-SR) You and yours are in my thoughts and prayers. Your memorial to him is a beautiful tribute to a beautiful person.
Hugs for all who loved John / Jill (SR Friend ) Hugs for all who loved John from an SR friend.
Wishing you peace / Anne Marie @SR Tricia, Thank you for this beautiful tribute to your son. Your love for him shines through. Praying that the memories of this wonderful child will comfort you. Hugs and prayers
Sincere condolences / Rowan (SR friend ) I'm very sorry for your loss - your son was obviously much-loved and it's a tragedy that his life was so short.
Thoughts and Prayers / Hangin' In @SR (friend of family ) My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
My heart is with you ... / Deedee (friend of family )
Lifting you up in prayer, today and every day. I'm so terribly sorry for the loss of your beloved son.
"Blessed are they who mourn, for they shall be comforted."
life is hard........ / Stormy (sister) and I wish I could see your face...and talk to you about all my problems. I feel so alone these days and unsure of everything. I miss you John.......and I wish you were here. I love you<3.
THANK YOU / GAYLE SPENCER MOM TO JORDAN (ANGEL FRIEND ) HI PATRICIA, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR KIND WORDS AND CANDLE FOR MY SON JORDAN.I KNOW TOO WELL THE PAIN AND HEARTACHE OF LOSING A CHILD. MY SON ALSO TURNED TO DRUGS TO EASE HIS PAIN. WE HAD HIM AT SO MANY HOSPITALS AND TREATMENT CENTERS, BUT IT WAS DIFFICULT TO GET THEM TO LISTEN TO MY FEARS. MY SON'S LAST SUICIDE ATTEMPT WAS 12 DAYS BEFORE HE DIED. THE HOSPITAL REFUSED TO TREAT HIM, SAID THERE WAS NOTHING MORE THEY COULD DO FOR HIM. I KNEW HE WAS GOING TO DIE AND I COULDN'T STOP IT. THE PAIN AND EMPTINESS IS STILL THERE EVERY DAY. IT DOESN'T GET EASIER TO DEAL WITH IT YOU JUST LEARN TO SURVIVE THE BEST WAY YOU CAN. MY GRANDDAUGHTERS HELP ME TO REALIZE THAT LIFE DOES GO ON. WITHOUT THEM AND MY SURVIVING DAUGHTER, WHO KNOWS WHERE I WOULD BE. THERE WILL BE MANY DAYS WHERE YOU'LL WONDER HOW YOU MADE IT THROUGH. BUT TAKE THINGS ONE DAY AT A TIME. SOMETIMES YOU'LL ONLY MAKE THROUGH AN HOUR AT A TIME. I KNOW WE WILL ONE DAY BE REUNITED WITH OUR SONS. I LOOK FORWARD TO THAT DAY. I BELIEVE THEY ARE FINALLY AT PEACE WITH THEMSELVES. IF YOU EVER NEED TO VENT MY E-MAIL ADDRESS IS gaylespencer@aol.com. I KNOW HOW DIFFICULT THIS JOURNEY IS, I'M STILL HAVING A HARD TIME. I WILL FOREVER MISS MY SON AND WANT HIM HOME. WRITE ANYTIME, I'LL BE HERE. YOUR ANGEL FRIEND, GAYLE SPENCER
So Sorry / Laura (SR Friend ) I am so very sorry for your loss. Hugs and Prayers from your SR friend.
prayers for comfort and peace / Cmc @. SR To all who know and love John: May his memory live on in your hearts and God's peace that passes all understanding fill your lives and help to soothe your sorrow.
Be at Peace, John / Jude Colangelo (SR member ) John, no one can know what you went through or how you struggled to find peace. . Thank you for reminding me that we can't know what anyone else feels, and that we should treat other human beings with that in mind. My thoughts and prayers are with you and with those you left behind. Peace. Jude from SR
Sincere Condolences to All Who Loved John / Ann @. SR My love and prayers go out for John and all who loved him.
May he rest at peace in the arms of God and may God's healing touch those who mourn.
I'm so sorry to hear about John and Amber. I know that when John and I were together he was going through depression. He had so many demons he was battling and I didn't know how to help him. After we broke up sometimes he would call and I should have talked to him more. Meibe it would have helped some. I guess I'll never know.
I just pray that his soul is at peace and he is happy now. He was a good person and I'm glad I had the chance to know him.
Peace/ Cindy~B.J., Wayne And Bucks Mama
Missing you both. / Storny (John and Amber's sister ) I think of you 2 being together on the other side and personally I can't be happy about it. I miss you both so much...Its so hard to think that the future I saw when I was little....didn't happen the way that I planned. Its so hard to be the youngest....to look up to you guys the way that I did and now to know...I can't even see you. I just can't think of the future...to know that the things I do I won't be able to do with you 2. If I have children they'll never know truely how awesome you guys were...I'll just have to tell them...I just always thought we'd all be together in this...The house is so empty. I miss you both....I long to see your faces one day. I love you guys.
I miss you and Amber. / Stormy (Sister) Please be with me. Both of you....Take care of all of us...i love you guys.
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I keep praying for a dream or a sign that your still here with us. Every night when I lay down to sleep I ask God to let me dream of you, but so far it hasn't happened. I'll keep on praying and watching for a sign my son. I miss you and long to see your sweet face. You've probably left all sorts of signs and I'm just too grief stricken to recognize them. I love you son, Mom
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